There are times when you are the only person vibrating at a certain level of awareness. It can either end in 2 ways: you validate yourself and go through the process smoothly until people reach your level, you gaslight yourself and go through self-imposed hell.
I am writing this as a coach but also as a person who has been through this repeatedly. Thankfully, I am here to describe the process that is the most feared: the self-validation process.
I absolutely know I am not crazy. I knew it then too. I was such a high vibrational being that everything around me kept fading away, crumbling down. I was losing “friends”, family members, social protection and support. I was standing on a cliff watching everything go down in flames in my life. I supported my mental health and level of awareness all.through.it. I never gave up, not once. I know how hard it is to be a scapegoat, a black sheep and a target: it sucks. This is the path that is the least travelled because of all it requires from you. It takes your energy, faith and your ability to stand alone against all odds. If you thought calling yourself crazy was going to make that opposition go away, it won’t. It will make it worse. Everything you try to do to repress and suppress the need to go against the current will always backfire, on YOU. Please stand alone and show them how it’s done. Nobody is worth gaslighting yourself for. You deserve so much truth, validation and confidence. Don’t let anybody put doubts in your head. It’s your path that needs the most care, not theirs. They are just as small as a cyber troll: completely soul less. They are picking at you because that’s what people with light tend to create around them. Only then will you call your attention back to you. You have so much awesomeness to tend to, so start focusing your attention there ! You are never going to find happiness fitting in. You were meant to stand out, because you DO. It’s the best thing one can have going on in their life. Standing out means you get to have your own ability to shine, you can choose what you do with that power. It can inspire so many people so why turn it down ? Keep your light on, people can find the way thanks to it ! It’s the greatest gift to be the person you dream of being. There is no shame in wanting to be more, to shine brighter. You were meant to have this desire to shine for a really good reason: it’s a true gift. I hope this perspective is giving you some kind of butterflies in the stomach. You are ready to be the shiniest you of them all. I said so, so it’s true. 🙂